Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in Rebecca's LiveJournal:

Sunday, September 22nd, 2002
8:25 pm	I can only hope that my eyes stay open long enough for me to get this work done So I've been really tired the past few days and I'm starting to stress out about the exams I have this week. Not only that but I decided to rush for the sororities. This only means that I look at them all and then decide if I want to pledge, which I still don't know if I want to. I can't decide if a sorority is a good idea or a bad one. It does take up a lot of time but at the same time you make some great friends that last a lifetime. I mean just during rush I met some girls in my group, who are also looking at the houses, who are really cool. I know that some people look down on girls in sororities but I think that I might enjoy it. I also think that I'm getting attached to adam. I can't even express how much I like hanging out with him and spending time with him, to the point where we went a day without seeing each other and I miss him already, even though we talked more than once that day. I think that I forgot how to study and I really need to concentrate so that I can do well in these classes, which I hope I do. I just need to get some energy. (Comment on this)
Friday, September 20th, 2002
4:15 pm	I Would Honestly Forget My Head If It Wasn't Attlached Ok so I forgot that I even had this thing. But now that I was reminded I hopefully won't forget again. So a lot has been going on...not only physically but emotionally as well. School is ok. I mean the work isn't that bad but the tests are gonna sux. I have my first test on wed. and one on thurs. and i'm already nervous. And another thing is that I still don't have friends. I mean I hang out with Katharine sometimes and I also hang out with this girl Kristen that I met at orientation but not all the time. I joined a club and I rushing for a sorority--but NOT pledging- I just want to meet some more people and I was told that this was a good way. It's only a couple hours a few days for a week and I can drop it whenever I want. But I've come down to this as a way to make friends. I never thought that I would have problems making new friends. I'm giving myself till the end of next week and if I still don't have friends then there is a real problem. I did meet a boy and I think that you all know about that. We met the first night and became really good friends. (his name is Adam and he's from NY near Saratoga). He had a girlfriend and broke up with her, as much as I hate to say it, for me. It scared me-oh god did it scare me. I took some time to think and decided that I just have too much fun with him. We are NOT, once again in bold, going out. That's the last thing that I need in college at this point in my life, but we do spend a lot of time together. Well that's my life in college so far (in a nutshell), and I honestly miss having such a great group of friends. I try to keep in touch with everyone and I miss you all. Call or email me!! I can't wait till we all come home for a weekend, it's going to be the best day of my life seeing all of your familiar faces. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 28th, 2002
1:50 am	it's about time ok so i finally got live journal...i know, i know, it took me long enough. But now i'm here and proud to be. So i guess that i'll start off by saying that it's about time for me to get to school. i hate being home without so many of the people i love. i'm getting very excited to leave for the factor that i can't wait to experience what everyone else is at this point in time. I went to see Jenny and Aly today and it only made me more excited. They seem to just fit in to the whole college things while i still felt like i was in high school. but i know that my time will come soon enough. Saturday is the actual day that i leave and at this point i'm nowhere near ready to go (that is with packing). i'm really feeling the whole distance thing. i miss everyone and feel so out of touch with so many people already. no one is actually ever online. I feel like the looser who has nothing better to do then talk to people's away messages. But as I've been told it will only get better once I'm finally at school. I can only hope that this journal will help me keep in touch with some of my loved ones while away at school. And by the way I MISS EVERYONE OF YOU AWAY AT SCHOOL! (2 Comments |Comment on this)